Frustrated

Wow, it’s been ages since I’ve blogged here.

Only 12 days left to term tests. I’m stressed. Have not started studying and there’s 5 modules. T-T for the past few days, I’ve been losing my motivation and purpose for going to school because there’s so many projects and tutorials every frigging week!!!

Sigh. Tutorials and projects never end. They haunt me in my dreams :(

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Calming

I love the way you buy me my favourite food when you know I’m hungry.
I love the way that you let me choose where and what to eat most of the time.
I love the way that we don’t get angry at each other for long.
I love the way that you want me to talk to you if I’m sad or angry just so that we can share our differences.
I love the way you hold my hand, so automatically once we are together.
I love the way you cuddle me in bed.
I love the way that you sing ridiculously but yet I find it calming.
I love the way you care about me.
I love the way that you assure me with the future.

I love you ;)

Hear me weep

Another day has come and passed but yet I still don’t see a sight of you. I miss you so much. :( I look at our photos and think of the wonderful moments we shared. It has only been 2 weeks but why do I feel that you no longer need me?

Everyday I think of what you are doing and gradually the memories of us seemed to be fading. I need you back to create new ones. I’m scared of losing you because you’re the best thing that has happened to me.

Everything reminds me of you. Only 29 more days to go.

Troubled

Mid year exams is in 2 weeks and I’m so stressed out right now. I seem to have difficulty in all modules, especially tax. After 5 months of tax lectures and tutorials, I still don’t understand a single shit.

Argh, I can see myself failing for mid-years.

warm and cuddly

Haha I’ve not been posting for over a month. I shall deeply apologise! But then again… nobody reads this space anymore, right? :/ haha anw I have a new blog now!! http://mentalforpolish.wordpress.com I am so much lively there lol ^^

Today’s marks the 9th month anniversary of my zhu tou and me ;) I don’t know why… I feel very safe with you. ;)

slowly gently

Tonight seems really empty. Quiet and peaceful. I am hoping for my phone to ring but you’re sound asleep. I miss you everyday.

 

Forever.

When you said you love me, you really mean it. I love you too. :)